Second Round here we come :)

Well yesterday was the first day of Clomid, which they upped to 150 mil rather than 100 mil. I am hopeful this time , the same as last, but I can't help but feel sad after reading many other blogs of lots AND lots of trying. I want this more than anything I have ever wanted, and to be let down again is really hard especially after all the stress I am already going throughwith work. I feel scared to be positive because I think the let down will be harder that way :(