Going insane oh insane

Well oh well where to begin! Vegas was an absolute blast, there was some drama that I could have gone without though. I think anytime you get a bunch of lesbians and 3 gay guys together someone is going to have some drama. The night life there is amazingly fun! WE saw Zumanity which was really exciting!!! The sad part was all the money that dwindled away from my wallet.

The best part about this trip was getting my mind off of all the baby stuff, I mean I was so stressed out before we left, and probably more sad than anything. I feel like how can you want something so much and see it slip away with each negative test. I feel like not only am I stressed about the baby but it is affecting my partner and I. We are both so exhausted after only 2 trys that we are so snappy with eachother and fight about every little thing.

We are going to maybe try this month but looking at our finances now we are not sure if we should wait for another month or even few months or just try this time and if the injectables don't work then take a long break to get ourselves together.
I just fele so anxious right now, blogging usually helps but not so much right now. I have a huge knot in my stomach and I am not sure why :/

The Sad Truth

Well we got another negative test, I feel so beaten down by this entire thing. We are taking this month off because we are going to Vegas and know we wouldn't be able to go to Dr. Appointments. We are actually switching to injectables in June, so if anyone is at all familiar wih them please enlighten me, I am pretty clueless. It will increase our chances though by a small margin, so that's always good.

On another note my transfer went through, only problem I am having now is not walking out before my last day. I despise my job. With all of this going on plus baby stuff and all the other life stuff I am stressed to the max, hopefully Vegas will help me :)

Does anyone know how to find other lesbians TTC in this area?